I did get that feeling here. Newbie mistake. I wish our local club was still around. I was past president for a long time. We weren't getting any younger and it seemed the next generation didn't want to look at the stars. The other local clubs don't spend the money on high end eyepieces, which is fine, but It doesn't give me an opportunity to check out the new eyepieces or at least those from the last 20 years. My last go around was a type 1 Nagler in a 20" obsession 20 years ago. A lot has changed.